Thursday, May 20, 2010

Aspirations and Reality

I want to do yoga.. I want to be one of those girls that does pilates, but I’m not structured enough for things like that.. I’m not quite that organized. So instead I just play. I go outside and soak life in through my pores. Breathe it in through my nose and deep into my lungs. I absorb the colors, as vivid as blood and mud and death and earth.. I absorb them into my eyes, and appreciate the beauty that I behold.thursday 026

The beauty I am not a part of, but merely a witness to. Existing, twirling..journeying along.. some steps light and free, frolic like. Some heavy and mud caked.. ten lbs per step.. but nonetheless, standing next to it all. Delighting in it, rejoicing in it.. blessed to be here at this time in it. Amazed and humbled by it. I laugh too much. I love to deep. I’m too honest and too real. too this too that. what was I trying to be again? I smile so big it hurts sometimes. I wouldnt trade it for all the riches in the world <3 Come play?

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